Date : Monday, October 23, 2006
Time : 6:11 PM
Title : something happened to me during co

haiz today when to co den play play play .den erhu 2 gt seprate into to two group den at first we dono hu to play de up n hu to play e down den i and zi ying play de up one den winnie and xiu zhen play de down ok lo after dat zheng lao shi say tis part one den tis part two i dono hu is one and hu is two den zi ying ask me so i say ok la winnie there is down den we play up lo ,den everyone agree after dat zheng lao shi ask us to play den say y winnie is down de should be me is down .den winnie say is they all say i should be down den i tel zheng lao shi ok lo change den zheng lao shi look at me say wow gangster change my word like saying dat i cal em to change de like i wan up.as up is more hard plz la how i know dat up is hardly i thought equal.haiz i dono how to explain den i quiet lo.after dat zheng lao shi say tis wan very easy for erhu 2 ya la is easy bt e sound nt correct lo den zheng lao shi very angry of my sound den cal me no ned to play anything lo.before dat he ask hu wan to give up on e another song for erhu 2 den no one say anything den say dat we every time nv open mouth de somemore looking at me wao lao .haiz bt i til nt sure wat he mean he ask me nt to play all e song all only dat song so i nv play all e song only e main song i play den i thinking should i come for wed combined practise haiz cos last time nv come gt scolding.everyone thought i was angry or sad bt sad a bit la no angry leh somemore no feeling when i reach home like dont play dont play lo haha.during co i thinking should i jia you of my erhu or hackcare .haiz den one senior ask me do i til doing ASL tis postion den i say no le den he ask me to work hard .bt think for e better side can le la .haha i think hor i nt very gd for alot of thing leh only if i put in effort .like study i study hard den gt gd result ,co dat time sec 1 i practise one song very hard den only i gt practise so go sch only i know how to play after dat nv really practise le lo den nt gd le .haiz alot thing now bursting as i keep going ot den nt enought money,bbal oso nv go le all because of co .HU CAN TEL ME WAT SHOULD I DO:(