Date : Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Time : 4:44 PM
Title :

hai...i really very fan very fan !!!
ytd after school i went to bugis ,piano den work.i thought dat i can start early den my manager say the boss over there so only can start at 6.30 WTH! the manager thought dat i nv work so he actually asked another person to work e den i told him i at bus stop le den he ask me to work den ask the another person no ned cum...hai i reach there at 5.30 so i work 1hr free...after work my friends not happy with some pro...can see dat my manager very stress .... i realise dat this world really very hard to see a person if he/she is a good person ....i sometime dono why u tell me so many dao li.... hai..i told frenz abt the pro in my working place but i not fan over this is juz wan to know whether wat i see or feel abt this world is true?
when to school ,and i really fan .... hai...WTF ! i cant stand it !!
today parent meeting , i quarrel with my dad..and i really sad.im sorry !!
after the parent meeting,my dad keep say you muz say u can do it ! you can do it ! and i told hiim i still not prepare so i cant say I CAN DO IT ....den we talk abt work liao.... i told him after tis week i goin to study le AND NOT WORK but now i still not prepare so i cant say i can do it YOU KNOW MA!! and you start to angry , say i dont wan see you work again.... fine ! but i tell him holiday can right some days nia den he juz dont let...i really dont wan argue with u dat time juz to keep quite... but i still ans back i think is cos i dont wan lose ? hai...WTH IS WRONG WIF ME .... i know i say sth dat hurt you i really regret after saying those words but when im angry i juz feel like shouting out ,you see.. i dont wan you all to feel dat way really but wat i say aways make you all think dat way.... im really a idiot !! i wan to restart my life cos i so regret of so many thing ...seriously !! i wan to RESTART but how?! NOW wat i should do was to zhen xi now bu shi ma?? but i...hai... f sia...im juz so fan.... i cry and cry i feel so lose reach hm i bathe cos later go work and i keep crying....hai...I REALLY SORRY ! i wan to say sorry but i feel so erxin if i say so sorry to my parent like so mushy...hai im really a fucker....
LG , 9 more days b4 u back.....hai...